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clayschica @ 2004-06-06T17:38:00

2004-06-06T21:49:07Z

I am so relieved that finals are finally over!!! I didn't really study for them that much and thank god they didn't turn out to be impossible (except math). it was hard to me to concentrate on studying because every time we would meet for a study group with jas, lyla, nina, corrie, jj, and sam, we would get distracted and would just end up ordering pizza and inviting over the guys!! hehe..
this weekend was the best, though!! espcially after such a stressful week as last week (finals suck !! but not as much as corrie!!!hahahaha). Parties all weekend to celebrate the end of school!!! kris's party was the best out of all of them, but becky's was second runner up....unfortunately tom (ex) was at becky's party which pissed me off (everyone knows we avoid each other at all costs), but besides that, the party was a lot of fun. "low carb crackers!!!!!!!!!" lol sam!! good times
crazy crazy weekend!!!!

love,
~tara~

clayschica @ 2004-06-03T17:04:00

2004-06-03T21:13:59Z

3 things you wear every day:: favorite toe ring, jessie's bracelet, bra
Have you ever thrown things at cars?: hahhaha....on halloween!
What did you throw?: eggs
Do you have a cell phone?: of course
Last 4 digits are..: 8937
Boyfriend or friends?: chicks over dicks!!
Have you ever been hit on by an much older member of the opposite sex?: uccchhh...unfortunately
would you ever propose to a guy?: not sure...
Whats your favorite thing to do in the summer?: europe!!!!!!!!
What would you do if a little kid came up to you,kicked you, and ran away?: run after him!!! heehee katy
Do you keep things you do in your relationships secret or public?: it depends
Are you ok with PDA?: yeah
Do you like camping?: no
Do you like Aretha Franklin?: sure
Have you ever went streaking?: hahhahaha many times
Are you a people person?: i think so
what is the funniest name you have ever heard?: robinia (kris made it up)
Do you smoke?: occasionally
drink?: once in a while
what is on the walls of your bedroom?: pictures of my friends
have you ever played ddr?: yeah!!!!
ever watch the O.C?: hell yes!!!
Do you follow the show American Idol?: yes i do
Like the band Train?: who
favorite song by them?: ........
mom or dad?: daddy
would you say you are modest?: perhaps
like to share?: sure
how much makeup do you wear?: usually mascara, lip gloss, eyeliner
do you wash your face before you go to bed?: yes
bite your nails?: eww...no!!!!
like to do provocative dance moves?: hehehhe
ever wash your hair in another place other than the shower or bath tub?: yeah, in the sink
is the word love abused?: oh definitely
think pickup lines are dumb and no one used them in real life?: if somone does use them, i just laugh..
how many siblings do you have?: only child : ((((
how often do you brush your teeth?: twice a day...
what do you want to be when you grow up?: happy
Ever go out dancing?: all the time
Can you say no to people?: i try
ever sneak out?: yeah
embarrasing moment?: too many to name
i love you..: i love you too
do you like rap: not really
do you paint your nails often?: all the time

clayschica @ 2004-06-01T21:03:00

2004-06-02T01:03:28Z

prom was beyond description!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! amazing to the max!!
and now finals :((((((!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhh!

love,
~tara~

clayschica @ 2004-05-28T16:34:00

2004-05-28T20:35:06Z

ahhh! I have no time to update, PROM PROM PROM PROM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MORE LATER!!

clayschica @ 2004-05-21T17:36:00

2004-05-21T21:45:35Z

prom is next weekend and I am so excited!!!!!!!!!! everyone has all of their nail/hair/makeup appointments so we are good. tomorrow afternoon we are going to the salon to try out hairstyles to see which ones we want for prom. everyone's dresses are simple beautiful!!!!! I have been asking everyone at school what kind of dress they are wearing because it would be such a disaster if someone had my dress!!! we also have the stretch hummer booked, classic black of course!! I am most excited for the after party, because that will definately be a blast! (ssshh dont tell the parents about the vodka) My parents also told me that I absolutely cannot get a tatoo until I am 18! this sucks!! they said that I could get another peircing , though, if i want to. i'm still deciding between another earring and a nose ring. I'll definately go to the piercing place with jas, because she's going to get her belly button done. we all laugh because she still hasn't gotten it done and we all got it by 8th grade!! we still love her anyhow! ahh...just in time for summer!! this summer is going to be a BLAST. me and the girls are going to europe. our dream trip has finally come true..hehehhee...I'm not sure how long we're going for but I think somewhere around six weeks...ahhh.....and at the end of the summer we are definately going to santa monica to kris's family's beach house there...good times last summer!!!!!!!!!!!

love,
~tara~

clayschica @ 2004-05-17T20:20:00

2004-05-18T00:25:24Z

I'm really pissed off because mrs gordin said that I'm getting a c+ in math. this sucks majorly!!!!!!!!!! my parents said that I should be working more on my studies because finals are very very soon!! but I can't help that I like to party!! w/e, i'll try a little harder. also - nicole is soooo lucky!!!! since she just turned 18 (she's a senior), she got a tatoo!!!!! it's so gorgeous!!!! it's this really beautiful black design on the small of her back.........perty!!!!! she is so lucky. I wish I could get a tattoo! just in time for summer...now I know what to ask my parents for for my b-day!!!

love,
~tara~

clayschica @ 2004-05-12T20:35:00

2004-05-13T00:38:31Z

I am so sad because my new bikini ripped down the side, HORRIBLE!!! I was out tanning by jenna's pool when her dog practically attacked me, ripping the sexy bikini!!!!!!! errrrrrrr I'M GUNNA KILL HIM. i'm so mad, but i'm going to see if I can go shopping this weekend, maybe we'll go to bloomies again...and I am DYING for a new coach bag..their spring collection is really cute. I have to figure out what I want for my birthday...everyone has been asking me...any ideas????

love,
~tara~

clayschica @ 2004-05-11T14:46:00

2004-05-11T18:54:45Z

hey everyone! my bday is coming up soon and i soooo cant wait. i dont know if i should throw a big bash or just a couple friends and hang out... its so hot here!! its nearly everyday in the late 90's...i swear i could fry an egg on the sidewalk!!!!but it would be nice to go to the beach. i could model my new hot pink bikini and look amazing on the beach.. get a tan. ah!

anyways, i love you guys!

love,
~tara~

clayschica @ 2004-05-05T20:23:00

2004-05-06T00:37:04Z

I feel so horrible for Lyla. she was crying when we met after french and everyone was trying to comfort her. during english today jayson passed her a note from rob saying that he couldn't go to prom with her anymore. it was really strange because Lyla and rob had made plans a while back to go. I swear, if he goes with that skanky hoe, Becky, who has been giving him eyes all this week, I will really have to intervene. I already shouted at him, as did jj and lacy, because he really hurt lyla. she's had a lot of disappointments lately and this is just going to add to her stress. we all told her that she could still come with us to prom if she doesn't find another date and we will love her no matter what. we all got in so much trouble, though, because we were all in the bathroom after 3rd block and a lot into 4th, and mrs cannber shouted at us and threatened to send us to mr croy's office!! what a nightmare!!!! that man is old and wrinkly and smells just aweful! so we all ran back to class.
oh, and by the way, we're having so much trouble booking the photo studio for prom pictures. I think we might have to get the photo people to come to blue creek because we have so many people!! i seriously think that we will have 50 people...that is insane!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that means that the pictures will take millions of hours..ughh...I have no idea..at least we left it up to morgan to make those arrangements..she'll figure out something..

ta ta for now

feel better Lyla

love,
~tara~

clayschica @ 2004-05-02T18:42:00

2004-05-02T22:53:55Z

hey people!!!!!!

sorry its been so long, ive just been SOOO busy and getting ready for prom, which is only about a month away! im going with this senior whos MAJORLY hot <33333 and such a doll, and i got this dress thats AMAAZZZING@! I really really like him (sorry kris!!!!!!!!). I went shopping with michelle, dana, jj, robyn, and lacy. we spent wayyyy to much money (our moms let us take their credit cards)...I hope my mom doesn't get mad! we had SO much fun trying on dresses, i swear lacy is insane. "my boob is popping out!!!" HAHAHHA i love my girls, even though the lady at the store thought we were crazy!!! good times!!! We stil need to make nail appointments and hair appointments and i need to go shoe shopping (again!!! I couldn't find any good shoes at bloomies). I'm not sure where we can make the appointments because there are about 25 of us who want to go together..hehe...and i dont know what im gonna do about makeup. dana said she knows a good salon that could do our makeup..but i'm not sure.. I'm so excited, though!!! And we have an after-party booked, although we will probably be bouncing from party to party...so many parties, so little time!!! but we all agreed that we are having a sleepover at morgan's..coed!! morgan is such a sweetie, too. alright, i gotta go cause my mom is bugging me to get off..

love,
~tara~

clayschica @ 2004-04-13T18:43:00

2004-04-13T22:49:26Z

omg! i got back from aruba and it was soooooooo great! i got back a couple days ago but ive been so busy i couldnt update!

we all compared our tan lines with eachother and mine was the darkest, my docter tells me i should watch myself but i cant help it, i love to tan!!!!!!!!!

love,
~tara~

clayschica @ 2004-04-09T11:47:00

2004-04-09T15:56:07Z

I only have two and a half days left in aruba which makes me very sad!!!!!!!!!!!! but at least I got a mega hot tan!!!!!!! I'll try to post some pictures when i get home. My new digital camera worked like a god. Aruba has been so amazing!! I met tons of awesome people here and I'm going to miss them so much!!!! especially frankie and sasha. what a blast!!! well i absolutely must go now, cara and sasha are signaling to me that it's time for lunch! and then back to the beach!! see you all soon!

love,
~tara~

clayschica @ 2004-04-04T23:15:00

2004-04-05T03:16:44Z

omg i just bought the CUTEST arubian bathing suit. HFIASKLFSA AHFKASFJK!!!!

haha. happy spring break, dont forget the arubian vodka!

love,
~tara~

clayschica @ 2004-04-03T23:42:00

2004-04-04T04:54:13Z

my hotel has a computer, and this is costing me an arm and a leg, but i love you and i have some time to spare before a late dinner with daddy.

i love this country! the people are soo nice and soo cute and everyone is soo tan. and there are soo many beaches. im super tan now! lol like JLO! kris will love this new bronzing!! im sad because i cant watch american idol here, :( i dont know the cable channel. but i really hope that the redhead doesnt get voted off, or else i will be depressed. he was so close to being voted off, and i was like shocked because redhead boys are sooooooo sexy!! aruba is nice, i met up with this aruban dude and he was shirtless and he had a 489084203 pack! i almost died! the hotel's body wash smells so good. haha.

i love you americans!! as they say in arubian, KJGHJDYI!!!!!!!!!

love,
~tara~

clayschica @ 2004-04-02T21:33:00

2004-04-03T02:39:33Z

im going to aruba for break... away from kris ;(. im gonna miss him so much. i hope he wont hook up with jj... cause after all, he is a guy and shes a girl and... ah i dont want to talk about that. I CANT WAIT TO GET A TAN! ive been waiting all winter for a bronze glow. ill try and get on lj while im down under, and check out everyones lives and hopefully update, though i cant make any promises! love to everyone and lots of kisses!!!

clayschica @ 2004-03-29T19:25:00

2004-03-30T00:33:41Z

OHHHHHHHHH BABY!

I cut math today to go to dunken donuts with james in his new benz! thank God I got back in time for art because jj would have killed me if I didn't get back in time to tell her about that little fiasco with me and kris last night, as I promised I would. I CANNOT EVEN TYPE THE DETAILS. of course it's not a contest but me and jj always compare our love lives and I AM WINNING BY FAR. hahah!

love,
~tara~

clayschica @ 2004-03-27T23:09:00

2004-03-28T04:13:28Z

that is me. i am so glamourous.

clayschica @ 2004-03-27T22:59:00

2004-03-28T04:07:28Z

ooh mannnnnnnnnnnnnn..........

beth is so great. the shrinkage really helps i dare say. does every girl go through a pink phasE? i do. oh yeah yeah. and, i love that goddam red head on idol. oh yeah, total sex. thanks sinatra. although i prefer jessica simpson.

I WANT SEX FROM CLAY. YOU TOO.

that is all.

clayschica @ 2004-03-26T19:16:00

2004-03-27T00:25:33Z

Last night was really fun even though Jane wasn't able to be there. we all went to Lyla's house for her birthday dinner! and her mom is a freakin chef!!!!! Everything was set out all pretty with candles and champagne glasses (filled with nonalcholic drinks of course) for her 17th birthday. tons of people were there and we were having a fabulous time, as usual. I'm especially glad that kris was able to make it BECAUSE HE IS SO AWESOME. He's a whole lot of fun to hang out with and he's insanely flirty. What a doll! So anyway, we did all of the birthday things and PARTIED. I swear, the whole group is so busy with everyone's sweet 16 and grand 17 and such that there are at least two or three every weekend!! so we call it party-hopping and try to spend a decent amount of time at each party before the girls crash at corrie's. I gotta go now, BKS REUNION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

love,
~tara~

clayschica @ 2004-03-24T19:23:00

2004-03-25T00:31:09Z

I just got the news that jane's dad got back from the hospital. it's so scary to see something like that happen to such a great person. I remember always playing at her house when I was little and her dad would always play with us too and take us out for ice cream even in the middle of the winter. And even a few months ago he surprised us with surfing lessons!!!! those days were insane!!! it was so horrible to hear what happened that I STILL can't believe it. jane called me crying a few months ago when she found out that her dad got into a car accident at Center and had some sort of injury in his back. he didn't go into a coma, but it was something close to it. there was a whole team of doctors working on his case and they had a hard time figuring out exactly what was wrong. Everyone would come with jane to visit him as often as we could to support her. i'm so glad he's finally back!!! Me and cristina and james were thinking of organizing a party for his return, but we need to talk to jane about it to see if it would be ok. I just hope that everything turns out ok for jane's dad and that he recovers fully. : (

love,
~tara~

clayschica @ 2004-03-24T17:42:00

2004-03-24T22:57:05Z

I started this journal because everything's just so scrambled up right now, I thought this would be a good place to sort things out. On Monday I went to see Beth (shrink) for the third time. In the first place, I wasn't too comfortable going and I'm still a little unsure. I don't really trust her yet, but I'm guessing that's just normal. I was surprised at myself when I started talking about tom (ex), which I never usually do. I guess it's good to get it out of my system and move on. I wish I could forget everything and that he wouldn't talk to me anymore. It just makes me really upset to think about it, but I didn't cry at Beth's. I told her about meeting Becky (new friend) at the party and how that was a lot of fun. The thing that I didn't tell her about was how on saturday me, sam, jj, michelle, and james went to dan's house instead of going to see a movie and have dinner like we promised. my parents would kill me if they knew!!!!! they are SO overpretective and would never let me hang out with dan and his cousins like I've been dying to do!!!! they're not bad guys, I swear!!! they will never believe me though, knowing what happened last time. anyway, I didn't want to tell Beth about it because I thought that she might tell them. I need to ask her about that confidentiality thing because I'm not sure what she can tell my parents and what she can't. i promised I'd call jj as soon as I got home from sam's so ta ta for now!!!

love,
~tara~